Sunday (lonely) night blathering.

So. Back here again. July. the 5th, right? How would I know, I don't even know what time it is anymore anyway, so yeah. All I know is it's passing slowly and painfully, a bit like swallowing a pill - which I've never been able to do without strangling myself anyway.
I've been thinking quite a bit with all that free time and God (and someone else, almost equal to Him) knows that's a bad bad bad idea, never let my mind wander for more than a second...
Though yeah, things are going well overall, I think? In surface they are anyway, and that's good enough for me, well better than last week (as you should know). Whatever. I've got music as company, and my sanity (hahahahaha!) and also a bit of madness, it's all paradoxical in Wonderland... Yes, I'm listening to a song inspired by A.I.W, and I really feel the urge to rush to Waterstone's to get myself Through the Looking-Glass as well as a few other hundred books ("Like what"? you're wondering, well first of all as a tribute to someone "Less Than Zero" off someone, and as a treat to myself one or two Orwells and Kafka's and probably some Camus, if they're as straight-forward as L'Étranger, so that I don't damage my yet oh-so weak encephalon) and shut my ears for a week, not shower, drink or eat and read until my pupils explode, if only it wasn't for spending all my money on clothes. Cute. Now, if you're feeling awkward it's but your on fault as this article IS called "Sunday (lonely) night blathering" AFTER ALL. And I bloody need it. So much for self-consciousness, thanks for making me feel like a retard, BB. I'm deadly happy for you though, but yeah, how to kill someone's ego in one second. Anyway, we're running late (almost the 6th of July!! I think...?) so I'll just end this here with my wants and haves and recommendations and all that crap (that no one reads anyway, but I don't care, getting it off my chest is a greater reward).

#1: Erol Alkan's Saturday 4th Mix - Brilliant. Go check it out now though, cus I'm not sure how long it'll stay there, and I'm surprised I can even listen to it not being in the UK.
#2: WHAT THE HELL DID HE DO????!!!!
#3: Hahahahahahahahaha!
#4: This was cool.
#5: But not as cool as my NEW JEANS, yes I D.A.R.E.d


Night now,
xxx



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